crushes everywhere! a list of hundred in two minutes
fate lost and found everywhere! find hundred in five minutes, a five square meter range
trust lost and no one found it
lost fate found it in those five mins
those five square meters
then lost it again
it wasn’t supposed to be found!
things found while looking for fate:
that compassion also is lost
no clue where or when
new impurities
after touching yourself to the idea of everything being perfect
lots of music you only liked because you forced yourself to do so in the end
after endless exposure
wouldnt stop or change if you asked it to please do so
like a stubborn child
or maybe too old to behave like such a brat
tiny bugs under everyone’s fingernails
wrong time and place
you hadn’t planned to find out that everyone was so disgusting
yet apparently!
making unintentional yuck sounds
lets get out of here
five square meters
kinds of crushes hiding in the cracks
things already crushed
like spices
things about to be crushed
not sure what it is yet but i can sense it
imagining colors or smells or sounds
like a bomb
or a bombshell
or just something i have to dig up from the cracks
now also bugs and brats emerging from under my fingernails!
now i cant find my crushes any more
i left them and went for a walk
it was supposed to be this dip into fresh air
clear my head or something
and now i have spent four hours of something
my phone went off but feels like forever
finding what apparently was my way home but now all of my crushes are gone
cant even remember what they looked like or maybe i just changed my mind
