somebody just stole the bench
i had in mind
so now im gonna find myself another one
locked my bike and got myself a bottle of the cheapest sparkling water i could find
in a second
crossing my legs on the bench as i feel the need to pee
the sweat or the sunscreen oil from one leg melting into the other
i remember putting it on a month ago and thinking it smelled like a really distinct summer memory
but now its been so hot for a month
my legs have smelled the same every day
now the smell is more like a memory of general
biking downhill not because i need to but because of the air
adjusting patterns regarding to air and temperature
swimming through that cold stream again and again until its ok to get out of the water
it hasnt been summer like this in oslo since for ever, im sure
im glad i can wake up early and spend some time on the balcony below twenty before starting my day
dipping into reality
reality these days is how unreal it feels that my exam suddenly is over and i have read so much in all sorts of places, gardens, grass
reality these days is meeting and talking and not knowing what it is and means but i care so much about him
reality these days is being tan all of a sudden
getting frozen peas in the supermarked late evenings
writing post-its
leaving the coffee cup on my naked hip as i lay in bed neither able to sleep nor to do anything else
