or if my aperol stains really are as real
as waking up
thinking they are
without turning on the light
i cant really remember if i woke up or if
it all was a bad dream
so you are not sure
no and i dont know if i want it to be
but so tell me about your guests
you will have to live with those stains
regardless
no you are right
so to the left
if we take the round around the table
we pretend that ive joined you
or are going to paint a painting
through your eyes
dinner table
table du diner or whatever
french
untitled
and i sit on your lap
ok
borrow your eyes
ok
hold your hands around me
lol sure i guess
put your fingers
in my
mouth
nose
ears
mind
so now you will have to explain
it all to me
in manner to paint
a participation
uhh where was i
your fingers
no i was about to start explaining w
sitting next to me the whole dinner
the one finally tucking me in
how did you meet
the internet
heh
what are you laughing at
no
yeah you are
just
physical presence must be such a
leap
yeah i guess you are right about that
all these people
in my living room
felt like theeee physical leap
and i suddenly had to live up to ideas of myself
as i place those ideas of myself in their imaginary minds
i dont know what they think
what their eyes are saying
could be anything
so i live up ideas of myself as understood through my understanding of their understanding of me
what their reactions mean
guess im just guessing
like with the translations
yeah
which tv series was it you were thinking about really
doesnt matter
this time is all about you
all i am asking for
is your dinner
explain w
explain these other people
how many are they
uhh
well
maybe i havent thought that far
